You were the best person to have broken my heart

I’m driving home and my Spotify playlist is on shuffle. Caribou – Your Love comes on and for some reason, I think of you. Triggered by the nostalgia of it all but it’s such a damn good track. Then I think to myself, who better to have broken my heart than you?

Access: Denied! You’re on my blocklist

Last week, while driving home from visiting a “friend”, I noticed how uneasy I felt. My mind refused to settle and my thoughts swirled around like a hurricane in my head. A chemical attack in my brain; so many questions with very little answers. I hadn’t seen this friend in a while and thought I’d reach out l, but the recluse in me always regrets reaching out, especially when people don’t meet my expectations, or worse, disappoint me.